*The thinking and process of a Conspiracy Theorist*
Also known as ‘spiritual bypassing’ and denial brought about by too much unresolved childhood trauma and/or PTSD‘
What most conspiracy theorists completely lack is an ability to DISCERN and take a balanced viewpoint after reviewing all of the un-agendered FACTS vs blindly believing whatever it is that supports their (trauma based) personal beliefs and worldview that the whole world is out to get them.
I have never seen more anger, denial, cognitive dissonance judgement or name calling in my life than I have seen within and from the so called TRUTHER and SPIRITUAL communities.
This is because they exist in constant survival mode. It’s a persistent state of trigger response to the apparent threat that the government, the illuminati, the freemasons, the reptilians, the weather manipulators, the scientists, the entire medical industry, Bill Gates and George Soros are all out to get them.
This constant survival state is as a result of not being nurtured, understood, soothed or protected when they should have been as a young child.
Now this does not necessarily mean that they endured years of neglect and abuse, it literally only has to happen ONE time during their formative years.
And before you rebutt, please know that I existed in both of the conspiracy theorist and the spiritual communities and I identified as a truther myself for OVER 20 YEARS, so I intimately know the thinking and the unresolved trauma that keeps us there, first hand.
Then I found an AMAZING therapist and started dealing with my shadow, my REAL shadow –
My unresolved childhood pain and trauma and all the denial, anger, bitterness, avoidance and all the other bullshit that I was party to, like constantly hanging out in the safety of Ubud or Byron Bay or other so called intentional communities, wearing yoga pants 24/7 and doing ecstatic dance cacao ceremonies and mistakenly calling it shadow work.
I have also stopped spending my whole day on social media reading and believing in and peddling unfounded conspiracy theory nonsense and watching videos by Pete Evans and Alex Jones on YouTube and calling it ‘research’. (Not that I EVER believed anything Pete Evans had to say.)
Conspiracy theories are often worth investigating (unless it’s Flat Earth Theory, because let’s face it, the science is out on that one folks) because SOME truth can be found there.
But blind faith in your chosen guru(s) and in your own inflated ego and self importance makes you just as bad as, if not worse than any Trump supporting MAGA redneck denialist out there.
So, prepare to be called out if you peddle absolute bullshit and call it THE truth.
I should know, I did it for years.
And some of us have just had enough of it. 🙏
